Today has been a day full of love and the rewriting of legends
Today Josh finally kneeled and kissed Liz’s hand(tear) I’d given him the idea months ago because he said he wanted to do something nice for her and I told him it didn’t have to be a gift. It looked so…natural like he’d practiced it a million times so he could do it just right. I watched him so I don’t know what Liz’s reaction was but he was smilin’ so big! I was so happy that he did that.
After that Peter got stung by a Bee twice and the Windex was the only thing that saved him...that damned bee hurt my Peter...grrr....(pulls our mega-bug-zapper)DIE!!
Next A certain individual had a certain change of heart which makes another individual very happy and may lead to a certain change in a certain feeling for another certain someone. If you didn’t get that then good you weren’t suppose to.
Last I told this one guy that I had a lil crush on him nothing major and he said he could have never guessed and that he didn't know what to say and I told him he didn't have to say anything that I didn't expect anythign from him I just wanted to tell him since tomorrow might be the last time I ever see him. Now I'm scared that he'll act weird tomorrow or he'll over analyze it I don't know what to do now...he helped me get over Doud and well I don't want him to be anything more than a friend and I'm worried he'll try to be. Like he helped me by telling me when ever I thought about Doud it was a waste of time and that I should look else where and well it was kinda like a push for me to move on with my life. Tomorrow is probably the last day I’ll see him…I waited this long so he wouldn’t do anything…God help him.
So tomorrow may be the last time I see most of my people…how messed up is that…the Army’s a B-I-B-I.
I feel...not empty...it all seems to have closure like...nothing has been left undone...like I'm ready…in an odd way. But hey 1 more day you know, one more day to smile that smile, one more day to see that cute boy, one more day to dream…one more day…that’s all anyone can ask for...
Today Josh finally kneeled and kissed Liz’s hand(tear) I’d given him the idea months ago because he said he wanted to do something nice for her and I told him it didn’t have to be a gift. It looked so…natural like he’d practiced it a million times so he could do it just right. I watched him so I don’t know what Liz’s reaction was but he was smilin’ so big! I was so happy that he did that.
After that Peter got stung by a Bee twice and the Windex was the only thing that saved him...that damned bee hurt my Peter...grrr....(pulls our mega-bug-zapper)DIE!!
Next A certain individual had a certain change of heart which makes another individual very happy and may lead to a certain change in a certain feeling for another certain someone. If you didn’t get that then good you weren’t suppose to.
Last I told this one guy that I had a lil crush on him nothing major and he said he could have never guessed and that he didn't know what to say and I told him he didn't have to say anything that I didn't expect anythign from him I just wanted to tell him since tomorrow might be the last time I ever see him. Now I'm scared that he'll act weird tomorrow or he'll over analyze it I don't know what to do now...he helped me get over Doud and well I don't want him to be anything more than a friend and I'm worried he'll try to be. Like he helped me by telling me when ever I thought about Doud it was a waste of time and that I should look else where and well it was kinda like a push for me to move on with my life. Tomorrow is probably the last day I’ll see him…I waited this long so he wouldn’t do anything…God help him.
So tomorrow may be the last time I see most of my people…how messed up is that…the Army’s a B-I-B-I.
I feel...not empty...it all seems to have closure like...nothing has been left undone...like I'm ready…in an odd way. But hey 1 more day you know, one more day to smile that smile, one more day to see that cute boy, one more day to dream…one more day…that’s all anyone can ask for...
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home